I really tired of everything. I'm worthless and have no purpose in life. There's nobody there for me here. My friends don't want me. My parents can do better without me and can focus on my brother. My family has one less person to worry about. I found no pint in my life anymore. I rather be dead to be honest.
I know and I understand, but theres one thing that your family is missing is that u r unique, u dont choose your family and they might dont give a fuck about you thats because they r not responsible and u need to show them that u r fucking better then this u r worth the fight, seriously your awesome, theres chances u wont believe me and I’m not going to force u to listen to me and believe in everything I say but seriously u know, u perfectly know that u r better then this u have faith and people should be like you speak up or u will be trapped in your own darkness with the monster u created and theres chances u will kill yourself at the end dont let them destroy u dont! u re bigger stronger and actually worth it compare to them, speak up stand up talk to them ask them if they actually care about u and if there answer is no then they dont deserve u hunny u re fabulous perfect and u can do fucking better. If they dont care about u they r not worth it dont waste your time u have better things to do.
You re fucking awesome please never forget that
PS: stay strong (i know u already heard this tones of times but I’m telling u the truth because at one time of my life I was in the most darkness place I wanted to end it….but people stand up for me if u ask for help u will get but dont expect everybody to be on your side wayyy too many dicks on this planet everybody knows it here
Be yourself and if they have a fucking problem with that well let them know they can go fuck themself ;)